A 'lil more of myself.

Training to be soldier; fight for our land~

2011-06-25T07:36:00.001-07:00

Left! Right! Left! Right!
Boyfee's 1st book out day.

Chao ta baby!

Bought this bunny for Xinyi Lxy, white one so naiiissee!
But black with leopard print tail I'm satisfied already. :D

Movie @ CathayCineleisure.
caught X-men First class and I give it a 4 out of 5. Made people like me and boyfee who isn't really interested in X-men eager to watch more.

Day 2.

Haha, he hates he's botak head!

Decided to head to town eat and shop as I was craving for Japanese Cuisine but end up eating at hgplaza's Suki Sushi because of limited time.

Ordered quite a lot for 2 but missed out taking pics of some. Super full but satisfied hehe. I dote my hunger so much, tsk not good, crave for what then got what.

Alright just some random updating. Gtg spend and treasure my time with bby, 2weeks sure past fast, but 2days is like a blink of an eye! Ya great and 1week off for myself also ended like that, siaaaann~ needa resume back to work dog.

Ciaos peeps till next. ;)
xoxo

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Deep into the night

2011-06-17T12:26:00.001-07:00

It's always time like that when there's nothing much to watch on the tv anymore, nothing interesting at fb for the time being already, it's time like that when I'm finally lying on the bed thinking of my life. Why this industry I wna be in? Not of fame not of more recognitions, no lie. It's just easier money. I actually hate meeting new people, because of some guys that really turns us girls off. I actually hate smiling into the lens of cameras because I know I'm not as sweet as some pictures actually portraits me as. Yea but I'm nice when others are, when I see no motives. Work like this pushes me so much to a dilemma, which is actually me? Feels like having split personalities. PS: I'm just a freelancer, not a model.

Missing boyfee so much, hate his uber paranoid ways, lead us to quarrels and me always proposing stupid breakups, result in him always giving him and it's like I'm taking him for granted. But I never really wished or even want to. He made my reality even better than it is in my dreams. 6 more days! Guess we need a good fuck to revive all these, kidding. Bbys' gna bring me to USS! Yipee! Ok I'm Sua-Ku till now haven't go.. Whatever~

I might have worked myself too much, feeling like my temper is coming back. Ok enough of rantings, just ignore me peeps. Gotta get some rest and resume to work tomorrow.(CawaiiKoohii.)

I need a good rest! Need baby's hug! Literally. :D Nightynightnight! xoxo

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Black hair

2011-06-16T04:14:00.001-07:00

Yea like my title which is so obvious. I did it, dyed my hair black, you'll see what I mean black... Not that bad after all?

Alright, gotta get ready and off to sis's friend's condo, tennis/badminton, no swimming. Gotta shed those excess fats! 8 more days to see my precious bby! Adios for now peeps! xoxo.

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2011-06-09T04:12:00.001-07:00

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Gna be a busy month.

2011-06-02T14:02:00.000-07:00

Hi readers, I'm gna do some ranting waiting for time to pass while waiting for boyfee to come home from lion dance training.

Have you all decided what to for June yet? For me, it's gna be a really lonely one, gna move back to my own crib as boyfee is enlisting already, gna sleep alone, gna be home all alone, sis is going to china with her hubby. Aww~ emo piece of shit. Schedule with some shoots, events, and tons of promo jobs plus work at CawaiiKoohii. I should be happy because of $ yea I know right, but I'm gna have sleepless night when boyfee won't be by my side. Hopefully I don't fall ill. Good point is... I'm gna lose some fats.

Went to FEP today to do some shopping therapy before my busy month. With dear girls JoanneLZH and HillarySMILE(finally she has a Facebook acc, lol!) Okay I'm lazy to type already let photos do the job!

Chessy Sausage without peas/linguine. Naiseeeee!

Aww my favorite Vongole Homemadebroth/Penne! Yums!

Pittttzaaaarr! Ok I admit I forgot the name, something Lover's. :P

Mmm, nomsnomzxs.

Eww! HAHA!

Glad to have girlfriends that loves me, enjoy my time with them. & for S'Be, I didn't compare you to Zihui, I didn't say I enjoy more with her than to you. I cherish all my gfriends the same way, I love those my lovelies the same way. I don't know if it's real if you said you missed me to others, but I do miss us. :) let bygones be bygones and let time pass, don't bear grudges.

INVINCIBLE! Highnoon clan name. Lol!

Shoot day.

Foods in his mouth, haha.

My god, my nose looks so big here! Plastic Surgery please!

In case you thought I'm crazy enough to take pics with some tourists.

It's my photographer and his wife! Nice peoples.

Sleepy us!

Sorry about the blurry and low resolution pics peeps, wait till I got my DSLR kaykay! :D

Shoot Pics. Credits to: Kalu Rubicon.

Really worn out and did the bikini shoot so bad. :(

I don't know why the pics are so blurry, must be the original size too small when uploaded. :( will fix it soon.

Work tomorrow at CawaiiKoohii/FunanITmall! Anyway readers, do throw me any question at my Formspring or drop me a comment on what you'd like me to blog about ya!
Goodnight Readers! xoxo.

Not enough of reading?
Do go to my dear clown girl JoanneLZH's blog to read!
Click here! Help her to click on her Nuffnang ads ok! Mine? I'm lazy to retrieve my password and do the HTML thingy. Lol kbyebyebye!

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2011-05-28T07:10:00.001-07:00

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Busy yet contented

2011-05-25T15:05:00.000-07:00

Hi readers! Here to update my blog. Been busy with work and really 24/7 girlfriend, because my dear boyfee is enlisting for army soon! *crying a river* have been sticking to each other since.... almost 3 months? Longest separation time never exceed 10hrs. I seriously not exaggerating. But yea, good and bad, ups and downs. But we manage to pass through obstacles together. Yup I'm glad I've found him.

So as I were saying, been busy with work like Cawaii Koohii, shoots, liquor/beer promo jobs and events. Saying about events! I manage to pass the casting for beerfest2011! Yea! I thought they will find me crazy and kick me out. Lol, I was like laughing away and other girls there asked why I'm so happy. Ya, I know right, I'm a bit of hyperactive especially when I lack of sleep. So ya, thanks to my agent I've met, nice pretty lady, scheduling as much jobs as she could. $.$ haha... Work makes me forget about sadness, worries and angers, temporary, but whatever, shopping is better than paying a psychologist anyway!

Sorry Joanne Lzh! Short post, nothing much for you to read but got photos, not bad already huh. Gotta rush posting this and get some rest! Runway tomorrow! I'm still in a dilemma of what heels to wear! Time shoots like an arrow ohmy! Hopefully I don't trip and fall! Pleaseeeee! :(

Some shoots done at Tanjong Beach, Sentosa.
Looking through the pics, I have 5 words for myself... Tone up and grow taller!

Goodnight/Goodmorning my dear readers! Thanks for reading~ ^~^

Simple yet perfect

2011-05-17T13:50:00.000-07:00

Hi peep. just a random update to keep this space alive. Decided to change to a simple layout since I've been receiving comments like how hard it is to read what I blogged, ya I know right, I noticed it myself, just lazy okay... So I just anyhow choose the simplest one from the template, harharhar...

Been stuffing myself with work but I'm satisfied. Shoots have been coming in, so yea, have been earning bucks & spending bucks. A sentence from my favorite girl Joanne Lzh "Earning small bucks, spending big bucks." fair much. Have been spending quite a lot seriously, bikinis, clothes, shoes blahblah! But there's 2 things I didn't regret buying. ;)

Vaseline whitening body lotion

People have been saying like why I become so fair from the past, because I have been away from the sun for like 2years or even more, nightlife~

Ya fair but dirty yellowish fair, which is actually not really nice. Especially when sometimes in photos, it looks quite dirty. Asians tend to have a yellow base, not like white people, they have pink bases.

It's really good, I could see a little difference from 4days ago, I have more even color skin tone now, not so much of those patches and my skin do feel much smoother & softer.

This is what printed on the back, you can skip this part if you think it's too wordy, but I always read the labels before I buy a product, I don't want something bad to happen, like allergies or what...

Skin glows when it is in its healthiest condition, even your body skin.

When it’s healthy and cared for, our skin has the natural ability to maintain a light tone and clear texture. Unfortunately, when it’s exposed to the sun, the skin’s natural lightening processes are interrupted. Pigment producing cells become increasingly active, tanning the skin, and leaving it several shades darker than it’s supposed to be.

New, Vaseline Healthy White skin lightening body milk works with the skin to reverse signs of darkening and prevent future pigmentation. A balanced combination of vitamin B3, yoghurt serum and conditioning moisturizers hydrate and even out skin tone. Triple sunscreens help prevent future darkening and encourage the skin to lighten itself.

Key Ingredients

• Vitamin B3 – known to enhance skin’s natural lightening process to help bring out its natural fairness

• Yogurt serum – Helps provide moisturization and nourishment to skin

• Triple sunscreen - to help prevent further darkening caused by damaging UVA and UVB rays.

It's selling at an affordable price, do try it if you want your skin to look healthier! I have this problem of my face much fairer then my body, because of products like cleanser, mask or so on has whitening effects. It's really difficult to find the right tone of foundation that actually can match my face and body, so instead of finding the right foundation, I hope that this product could actually help me!!

Garnier Brightening Roll-on

This is quite affective also, a few days of usage & my dark eye circle and eyebag has reduced by a little too. I bought it at only S$19.90, a package with 20ml free each of the day cream and night cream. Maybe because of the day and night cream so my effects are faster, might consider buying them also.

This is what printed on the back of the box.

Roll away with Garnier Light Brightening Eye Roll-on.

Your best solution for eye bags & dark circles!

Proven Efficacy:

Immediate cooling effect to decongest puffy eyes.
In 14 days, skin looks brighter and more radiant.
In 28 days, bags and dark circles are reduced.

Enriched with natural active ingredients, Garnier Light Whiten & Protect Moisturizing Cream SPF15/PA+ helps you recover fairer and more even skin.

Proven Efficacy:

Instantly, skin is well-moisturized and luminous.
Dullness and dark spots diminish visibly in 28 days.
Skin is protected form further darkening and premature aging.

Night is the ideal time to regenerate new skin. Garnier Light Overnight Whitening Peeling Cream helps you renew and achieve softer, fairer and smoother skin while you rest.

Proven Efficacy:

Skin is fresh and fairer in the morning.
Dark spots are reduced in 28days.
Skin tone looks more unified and complexion looks more even.

I hate those dark colored skin around my eyes, my mouth because of all those sleepless nights and make up discoloration, result in using more consealer and more discoloration -.-

Okay enough of all this advertising, not as if I'm paid or sponsored, just to share what's good. Another thing I'm gna use is the cocoa shea butter lotions I have at home, they are to reduce stretched marks right? I have those awful marks on my butt, thighs even a little on my knees and breasts! Cause of all my improper diets, ugly max! Need to cure them before any photographers complain of my bikini pics very 麻烦, still need to Photoshop them!

Alright! Now I'm in need of nicotine, I know it's bad for my skin and health! But what to do?! Need to walk to Hougang Mall to buy! Hopefully boyfee and I won't end up playing billiard at plaza, lol! I like how it's so convenient at hougang, but I sure miss my bed and pillows...

A few pics from shoots to end my post with!

Credits: Harry

Stay tune! Kaythanksforreadingbye!

Feels like insomnia.

2011-05-02T14:22:00.000-07:00

Can't sleep, or is it that it's me myself who don't even want to rest?! Tsk! Had some problem logging in to my blogger just now, what browser cookies what shit.. But I've solved it so I'm here, haha yes I'm referring myself to a genius~ okay whatever.

Here is just 5 pics of my shoot on Sunday, my nice photographer rushed for me outta his busyness. Big thanks to him! But I want all of them we've taken fast, cause I think some others are nicer compare to these here! :/ Gna have a shoot with him again next next week with JoanneLZH! Yeaaaa~

Wanted to throw my sandals actually haha.

My favourite among this 5, drop dead gorgeous background but my face.. :( Why can't I put off the cool, pokerface look?! Must be my annoying jaw! I want some plastic surgery done on me like hell please, any surgeon wna sponsor me? Ya saying this maciam I'm some famous blogger like Xiaxue, *depressinggirl92* btw love her new nose omg! Alright, gna do my modelmayhem portfolio site. Looking forward to work at CawaiiKoohii on Thursday, Saturday or Sunday. ( might be having a themed shoot on my uniform. ^.^ ) Runway walk train on coming Monday, studio shoot with Joycelyn on thursday, then following weekend nightshoot with JoanneLzh at sentosa! Or even last minute work & boyfee hates this.. Frankly speaking I really hate him for being so sensitive, I know he cares & is protective, but sometimes they're really too much to an extend I can't take, I don't like to be tie down.

"Baby, I know you'd be reading this but I'm sorry, it'd been times I've said but you still couldn't, I know I'm stubborn. & I know you love spending time with me, me too! But I don't when we use the time quarreling over things we always quarrel about. Baby, I need more trust & support from you, countless times I've said I know. Please don't blame me for posting out here, I seriously don't know how anymore, I don't wish to start any arguments with you at any time. I love you my boy."

Can I say like I want my rights & freedom to do whatever? Of cause not something like betraying, I don't mean singlehood or whatsoever, just, supportive? Sigh. I really love this boy of mine but of course ups & downs in a relationship is inevitable. Some others out there might even be thinking that we won't last, or even eeee, she's older, or aiya all kind of bullshits they can think off. But deep down, I know I really wna settle down with him, walk our days together. Times & times, we've quarreled, or even fight, he's always the one giving in, millions of times I've said breakup but he's the one holding on tight, not letting go, begging me no, finally till I turn soft, "fixing" my heart. Say he's my dog whatever, I think you're the bigger stupidest loser ever, you're just that poor thang who is jealous of all this & actually you're yearning for all this too. This is what I call giving all your best to love, what I call, power of love, even stooping down to your lowest standards, throwing all pride & dignity.

Seriously I've no single idea why my post became like that, ok I'm random I know. Uhhh, whatever! Must go rush my thing & crawl back to bed to look for boyfee, bet he's missing me even in his dreams already, haha. :/ Gna get up early for his haircut tomorrow & to MCYS to remove his tagging! I'm imagining my handsome boy excited face haha! Sometimes got damn cute random expressions. he'veLol! I sound like some obsessed freak. If we have time maybe a walk at Bugis/Town for my heels & bikini. Yeaaaaa! Bye peeps! Goodnight & stay tune to my next post! kthxbye.

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2011-04-29T10:04:00.001-07:00

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2011-04-28T15:44:00.000-07:00

Busy schedule, good! Yea right, but it causes r/s problems to surfaced. So what should it be? Money > Love, or Love > Money. I just want everything to go smooth. (Finally got the pictures in places.)

Work at Cawaii Koohii! ATF, peeeeektures!

Meido's Uniform! Very mafan! A lot of layers, but I like. ^^ As you noticed 2 pics is different (I mentioned then go spot right! Lol) because Xy said the 1st one is too long for me then we exchanged.

かおり; KAORI MEIDO-SAN ! ♥

あみこ; AMIKO MEIDO-SAN !♥

Come to Cawaii Koohii! ^~^

FUNAN IT MALL LVL5!

Attempt fail! :#

1st attempt!

3rd! Forgotten to takapic of the 2nd! :(

Lunchiie! Yummmmmeeeehhh! >~<

See food I hungry already luh! :( Cannot! MUST. CONTROL. DIET! But one meal of Mcdonald's with be okay with the seaweed shaker fries~ HEHE^^. Goodnight people! Baby is here with me to hoax me to sleep! Hehe... kbyezxs! :D

Hello!

2011-04-28T11:35:00.000-07:00

BYEBYE!

Haha, this is just a testing post! :D